SweetAndSour

I guess it is more of a sour thing.
Anyway, i think my mom is considering taking me to a shrink.
Which absolutely scares me. I am not crazy am i?
She just told me today. And i freaked out (well of course, not in front of her)
I immediately reasserted myself. I guess anxiety diorders and depression may be the thing. Though i am still not sure. If i am to be asked, i am really confused at this time of the moment. And i dare not say anything about it, because i really dont know where it came from. Not that i am crazy or anything but there are things that my many kiddie problems come from. I do sometimes wonder if this is anything but normal. +sigh.

I am seriously getting the hang of things again. I am back to normal, though i feel very err.... stiff.
Sometimes i keep asking myself how i fit in but in another way i really do, but sometimes i feel like i only half know what is going on.

I am not ranting, nor is this the problematic stuff i am writting, i am just confused and yet peaceful.

"Like a dream, when you know you're in it and youll wake up but somehow you just cannot accept that fact because of the beauty and sensation you feel."

I gotta get off the net nao. I have to choose the book i have to bring for the read program tomorrow.