cursed, i think

I am behind the AM Radio receiver.
There, i said it out loud. All i did with it is compute the resistors. What kind of student am i?
The play finished....finally. It so hard to do the lights for a fantasy/absurd play so many thingamajigs and added blahblahs to make sure everything is set and also always on cue with the music. Easy enough you say? I dont think you will be laughing when you see the kind of switchboard i have for it. And it's dark,. i cant make out the script. Good thing i have an assistant.

My schoolwork needs work. The first periodic test is 2 weeks away and we have a production-sss a month away. OOOOhhhh... help me God.

I am also very... unfeeling? no. Im just in an undescribable state right now. Im not sad because of the usual reasons i blab here, nor happy because of the reasons i dont talk about or things that make me happy usually.
I don't really think im de-cluttering my mind, in fact, I have a pretty good note there in my head. But i think, im figuring something out, but even i can't say what it is. Dammit, ihatebeingateensometimes. I just do hope i survive this week w/o a scratch.

you can never really say you figured it oput, unless you have known that the person tells you the truth that you already have

BEEN READING TO MANY CLASSICS