I say less cause i care more

I

read that from a book. A thick one. I think its a collection of short stories 1950s-esque. Anyway, i like the sound of it XD.

Me. I have a lot on my mind lately, i can't calm down. I am having a consecutive bad day streak. I even bingo-ed in Social in the afternoon. I get off the hook and disorganized (ha! I study AA!). Anyways, i feel totally uncool todAY. And seriously, I was totally crappy this past days that even one of my friends went mad.

I have a lot to think about. My family life is a personal thing and i never write the deepest and most intimate things about it and connected to it here. But, just to give you a hint, its what's been bothering me. I think of it at school, though i put on the teen kid face mask at school. Then when idleness hits our school time, i struck my head in it. To tell you the truth, its the very reason i dont have some stuff to be done for school and why i sound so adultish when i speak.

I dont like telling people why i do stuff like that, but my friend was smart enough to figure out. Or at least i think "it" may be.

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I miss someone. At this time of my life, that person is just the one i run to. Not too tough, not too mushy, a lil humor to lighten up but not too much to make fun of me. That person also avoids criticizing me HARD. And man, do i wish i can run to that person now. But well, things and circumstances change in time.

Will have to lie down. Feeling TAYRRDD