I am gonna write today.
This week is just OOORGHHH. Wanna know why? read on baby:
EVERYTHING IS JUST TURNING SOUR THIS DAYS.
Things start out all right but everything caves in at the moment when youre off your guard.
I hate that. It just stinks like cra-z. For instANCE, my classmate Jolo breaks down at TLE class. Sir Vitug our adviser talks to us about bullying, he also raised the guilty finger on Eudes, Jan-jan, syd and frans.He called one of us to air out his feelings. Jolo stood up and began to talk but ended up in hysterics.Sir talked to him and asked the guilty four to talk to him.It was a result of bullying. I guess we affect people more than we know.Meanwhile, while i was busy comprehending our adviser,:
Eudes(classmate): robelle, nareceive mo ba jolo's gm kahapon?
me(confused):hindi, bakit?
(eudes waves his hand dismissively)
me(curious): why? is there anything wrong?
eudes: nothing
me(persuasive): what is it? something is completely out
eudes: il tell you later.
After the big breakdown. They talked to Jolo regarding the fact. Afterwards, Mr Dural tells me that Jolo apologized to me through the gm's. It was something connected with me being a D.C.(DISCIPLINE COMMISIONER), I was all "what did i do now?"
When we proceeded to club meeting, i talked with the kruhay people while we were making our way to the place. They told me things/ THINGS that i should have known ALREADY regarding the responsibility that i took. They suggested things to make "IT" better and what i had to watch out for.
I appreciate their honesty, but seriously, if all this was happening behind my back w/o me knowing, MY classmates could have at least informed me about the fact that i was going overboard. I admit my mistakes but if they dont bother to tell me about "IT", they're just as bad as i am then.
If you at least care about the welfare of the latter affected, they could've told me. They are just as selfish as i am then. Besides, i was just trying to do my job.
++ I commend my kruhay classmates and Albert Quinatana(he talked to me a lil while after) for letting it on me. At least they were honest enough to tell me something was wrong w/ what i was doing. ++
Honestly, i think Jolo was just another victim here. there's another one out there. I know. iCOULD feel it.
This week is just OOORGHHH. Wanna know why? read on baby:
- - Kruhay is expecting a lot of effort at the moment, i seriously have none.
- -My Unit Tests Results are beyond yucky. I studied. 'mmkay?
- -I can't concentrate well at school,ANYMORE
- -Everything is just hanging at the edge. EVERYTHING.
- -Creativejuicer is getting requests. How do i answer them all?
- -I am seriously having a mental block. Twisted chap2 sector 3 is still a bog.
- - I have no time for myself these days. All of my efforts go to the aforementioned above. I have mental damage.
EVERYTHING IS JUST TURNING SOUR THIS DAYS.
Things start out all right but everything caves in at the moment when youre off your guard.
I hate that. It just stinks like cra-z. For instANCE, my classmate Jolo breaks down at TLE class. Sir Vitug our adviser talks to us about bullying, he also raised the guilty finger on Eudes, Jan-jan, syd and frans.He called one of us to air out his feelings. Jolo stood up and began to talk but ended up in hysterics.Sir talked to him and asked the guilty four to talk to him.It was a result of bullying. I guess we affect people more than we know.Meanwhile, while i was busy comprehending our adviser,:
Eudes(classmate): robelle, nareceive mo ba jolo's gm kahapon?
me(confused):hindi, bakit?
(eudes waves his hand dismissively)
me(curious): why? is there anything wrong?
eudes: nothing
me(persuasive): what is it? something is completely out
eudes: il tell you later.
After the big breakdown. They talked to Jolo regarding the fact. Afterwards, Mr Dural tells me that Jolo apologized to me through the gm's. It was something connected with me being a D.C.(DISCIPLINE COMMISIONER), I was all "what did i do now?"
When we proceeded to club meeting, i talked with the kruhay people while we were making our way to the place. They told me things/ THINGS that i should have known ALREADY regarding the responsibility that i took. They suggested things to make "IT" better and what i had to watch out for.
I appreciate their honesty, but seriously, if all this was happening behind my back w/o me knowing, MY classmates could have at least informed me about the fact that i was going overboard. I admit my mistakes but if they dont bother to tell me about "IT", they're just as bad as i am then.
If you at least care about the welfare of the latter affected, they could've told me. They are just as selfish as i am then. Besides, i was just trying to do my job.
++ I commend my kruhay classmates and Albert Quinatana(he talked to me a lil while after) for letting it on me. At least they were honest enough to tell me something was wrong w/ what i was doing. ++
Honestly, i think Jolo was just another victim here. there's another one out there. I know. iCOULD feel it.
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