Self Talk Number two (choo!)

A and S are back from my rather "In hiatus mind"

A: I guess we dont really know the real thing about some people eh?

S: yes,we don't. We just assume our reactions based from what they tell...err show us,

A: do you think we did something wrong?

S: I don't think so. Well we haven't done anything...yet.

A: Of course we haven't.But should we?

S: i mean, c'mon... im really confused. I think we should step back. We might get hit a little too hard than what we can actually take.

A: I think its about time we took our stand. If not now, when?

S: that sounds rather suprising, don't you think, well coming form you i mean.

A: Well, we do get mixed up sometimes. :D

S: I really dont know,

A: its hard to make this decision.

S: i know, because sometimes, its in favor of us, sometimes its not.

A: When the balance we know seems teetering back and forth, you can never really put yourself in it.

S: And sometimes, we are just afraid to make the wrong decisions.

A: and to get embarrassed. I don't think we are ready fore this yet, now that i think about it.

S: We have to make a decision. This couldn't go much longer.

-figure out a decision is much harder than you think it is. But somehow, it seems too hard even to say the things you wanna say